Today is the oldest I’ve ever been but also the youngest I’ll ever be again .
Filled by the nostalgia, I hate you but was just kidding
Telling the future me to hear the words I have to say
Light troubles all my comfort, don’t say I’m running cold
Time can heal but not this wound
Before you go, If only you know I was getting older
You’d made me stop hurting and feeling worthless
There’s never the right time ever since I grew cold
Every moment starting to replay and remember the look on my face when I looked at the mirror
If only I could have made a stunt to keep me younger & stop hurting before you go. Will I be better off with the new me ??
By this time a year back, Was having my first ever physical job interview,
I knew someday I’d make it out with the world, need a place to hide and I can’t find the dark with my life outside
Isn’t it lovely discovering you’re the youngest out of over 30 applicants. But was I ready to give up my education for 400k monthly ? NO! .
Knowing my ways around presentation paid of but not accepting the offer and choosing schooling was it a great choice ?
Twas a decision I’m loving now, but then I knew there would be better times ahead. We live in an age where everything is faked out and feelings staged out.
Got into medical school and matriculated 🌚, Met new people and lost some.
Took the world and ripple them down, Time is running out
This is a new phase
Last night I woke up and realize this is a new phase.
Found Love with all my flaws, loving someone who made me feel different and everything am insecure about
I know I wasn’t perfect but I never felt this way for no one
Couldn’t imagine how it was letting the old me all gone
If you know how much I miss you Babe, Can’t imagine how you could be okay letting the words out
We searched for Forever and we Found Us
Forever isn’t promised but we promised each other to be there for each other Forever without minding no matter what for Never
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